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Saturday, October 31, 2009

all that's left is TWO WEEKS with them

i have just decided on a conclusion after chatting to many people simultaneously last night.
LIFE IS CONTRADICTORY. i swear it is.
yes, my great revelation.


i realize that:
1) i want to use the computer, but every time after i turn it on i wonder what to do.
2) i go and open the piano to practice, but i don't practice the songs i'm supposed to. oh no. i go and practice the OLD OLD ones instead. the ones which i learnt in grade 2.
3) i want school holidays, but yet i want to spend time in school because these are the last two weeks i'll see the sec 4s.


AH SIGH :/
anyway. a quiz, cos i am so damn bored.


1) Do you have secrets?
AHAHA i make it a point to keep at least one secret per person.


2) How do you explain love?
An unexplainable feeling of liking someone.


3) Do you enjoy going to school?
Kind of. see number 3 of my realizations.


4) What would you do with a billion dollars?
HMMM. Save it, i guess? 


5) Would you fall in love with your best friend?


Tsk. Elaborate LOVE. If it's a feeling of affection, yes.
I mean, DUH, obviously you must love your best friend right or else how can you be friends? It's part of the definition of friendship and friendship is not the same as being friendly. 
OHWAIT I THINK I'M GOING OFF-TOPIC AND TALKING ABOUT PHILO. shoot.

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving and giving.


7) List out your current 10 favourite songs.
Haha i generally to classical music! And i have NO favourites, by the way. Although i do like top of the world (:


8) If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
Not do anything? Life goes on.


9) Is there anything which has made you extremely happy?

YES YES YES MY MUM LET ME GO TO THE NCC CHALET YAY(: never been so happy before. AND AND AND i'm gonna fold paper aeroplanes :D


10) List the artists you listen to.
Carpenters, Simple Plan, MANY MANY MORE.


11) How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I don't know. MAYBE I WOULD GET A JOB AS A STALKER. Or haha a private eye. Xiao Yun would be a good one, cos she's such a NATURAL stalker.


12) What is currently the most important thing to you?
CCA. Airbatch4. OBSESSING OVER SENIORS AHAHA.


13) What is the kind of person you think who tagged you is?
Huh. Who tagged me!


14) Would you rather have a rich but ugly husband or poor but handsome husband?
I don't know. Never met such people before, but i think i'll choose the one i love more.


15) What are your favourite colours?
Orange, green, red, white, purple, blue. With orange being the favourite and blue the least.


16) Would you give all in your relationship?
What relationship, which relationship? Friendship, or what? But still i'd trust in my friends cos if i didn't they wouldn't be friends.


17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The person who i love more?


18) Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
Ambiguous. If it's something small and to just me alone MAYBE i would. But if it's to someone else whom i care about then obviously not.


19) Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
I don't know. Don't really want to find out the hard way, too.


20) 5 ppl to tag


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Fill in the blanks yourself :D


ah, i feel so much better after listening to old songs on youtube. and to myself playing the old piano pieces.

Posted at 1:21 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

just so happy

Such a feeling's coming over me
There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I won't be surprised if it's a dream

Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
It's because you are here
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

Something in the wind has learned my name
And it's telling me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
There's a pleasing sense of happiness for me

There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here

I'm on the top of the world looking down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

I shall try to put on a happy pretentious front, because I'm really NOT happy. TO HECK WITH MY GPA COS OF HISTORY. GRRR.
>< dies on the spot.

Posted at 7:17 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009

haha i've abandoned this blog for a while cos i'm moving my moody posts to my private lj.
and lately i've been really moody and so this blog's gonna be quite dead.
but it wouldn't hurt to check back once in a while! or tag ahaha.

Posted at 5:17 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009

five steps into the future; not knowing any better

omg today was... strangely exciting. i saw a total of 8 sec 4s. but not _______ how sad is that.


first. we saw tiffy. it was as follows... in the morning, michelle came to my class and we decided to go look for xiaoyun. so we waited for her. then she finally turned up and then we went to walk to the bus stop. and being the blur person that she is...
    xiaoyun: eh let's go to the bus stop to stalk seniors!
    michelle: okay.
    [some random things here]
    me: is that who i think that is?
    michelle: i'm quite sure.
    then the blur xiaoyun goes like: WHO? WHERE?
    and i grab her shoulder and turn her to the left and she goes like OH I SEE.


then after that we were kind of random so we sat around the canteen and then i saw huichen so yeah that makes senior number 2.
[ffwd x36]


recess. WE SAW HUIYI AND RUITONG WAS LIKE SITTING A TABLE AWAY AND THEY WERE FACING EACH OTHER. TSK. then vanessa bought a super ex muffin from eewen (number 4!) so i did too. and she was "hi! do you want a muffin?" and i was like GULP! and then she asked me what flavour i wanted then i pointed and quickly made my escape. i bet she recognised me. then we saw julie come down and michelle was counting down: 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, SHE'S IN THE CANTEEN! then we saw julie start talking to eewen and et cetera.


THEN WE WENT TO THE KOI POND i can't remember why though. and when we were looking at the osl cambodia booths, huiyi suddenly came with her friend and we were desperately trying to hide. even though she probably noticed us like WAYYY before already.
[ffwd x128]


OMG LUNCH I WAS SITTING BEHIND JASLYN IN THE CANTEEN and then xiaoyun came to sit beside me. THEN JASLYN TURNED AROUND AND WAS STARING AT ME OUT OF THE CORNER OF HER EYE EEEEEEHHHH! then ruitong and shing and jal and chewy and yuhua came and then we PURPOSELY stood somewhere near jaslyn and she was like looking at us weirdly. then they made a big ruckus of jal opening her present from yuhua and shing and know what? it had like at least 7 layers or wrapping. AFTER SHE OPENED IT. guess what it was? IT WAS A FREAKING BARBIE DOLL OMGGGGGGG. like the 10 bucks type. everyone started laughing like heck and jaslyn was like stoning and staring at us HAHAH. then i saw celeste but not very eventful so i shall not bore you(:
[ffwd 20min]


allison and tamisha and i went to the library. nothing much happened, other than allison laughing at the book i was reading, just cos it's NON-FICTION. i mean, so what? then we borrowed the books and left the library cos it was time for infocomm. and THEN, JUST OUTSIDE THE LIBRARY, i physically crashed into amanda. we were like staring at each other and then it was super weird. then it was kind of awkward so we just ignored each other.


SO, THAT'S EIGHT!


btw did you notice i changed my favicon? it now says SP. no prizes for guessing what it means, though.




Posted at 5:42 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

it'll only work if you try

heheh

i love physics. got a 4.0 already :D YES YES YES highest in class with 45/55 same as cecilia. AND I GOT HIGHER THAN TZE EN AND MICHELLE LIM AND KA YING. SO DAMN HAPPY. on a random note, i hope the selection camp goes well.

and anyway.
apparently yesterday tiffany saw us. like it was so funny. go see xiaoyun's blog. fill in the blanks with TIFFANY on xiaoyun's blog.
she also saw us in the morning outside 304. and well, a lot of other times.

and then today, we went down with michelle to the pavilion for her to buy her math soc photos. after which we accompanied her to 403 to buy her ncc photos. at the pavilion, xiaoyun randomly waved to tina and i was like (!!!!) and i just realized that tina was in math soc. sophia too, although i didn't see her there.

when we were walking back to j block we met ruitong. guess what, we saw nadra, who didn't see us and ruitong started waving frantically but she still didn't notice :/ then i followed ruitong and michelle up to 112, where ruitong gave me my present :D i like it a lot. (thanks, rt!) and then the inside text on the first page is kind of inappropriate. so i shall not show the present to anyone how sad is that ):

YEAH MAN I LOVE THE PRESENT AND I AM GOING TO USE IT FOR THE SUGGESTED PURPOSE RUITONG. HONEST.

i need a time machine,
but if i travel back in time,
will i take things for granted again?
lose them many times again?

Posted at 4:07 PM

Sunday, October 18, 2009

cos you left me; just when i needed you most

hmm idk what to blog about :/
okay
I GOT ORANGE AND GREEN PAINTYS YAY. yep so now i have white, green, orange and blue and they are my favourite colours!

ehhh another ___ more days with msha's no4s left how sad. i'm gonna miss them like heck and then maybe die next year oh i don't know.

you know, platoonmates are great, cos they like you for who you are, not what you are good at. they like you for sharing the same experiences, being yelled at together, and that's a bond that nothing can break. nothing beats being with them, cos we understand how each other feel about things, and we can look at life from our platoonmates' point of view.
they say the right things, at the right time. platoon telepathy (:

i remember phyllis was telling me a story about this ex rgs ncc lander who had tongue cancer (o__o) and she asked for her platoonmates when she was dying. i mean, i guess all the ncc people understand this, cos we've all shared experiences, all been through our first camps together.
i don't understand why people think that we're weird just cos we love our platoonmates and our cca and our seniors. if they can be attached to their cca, why not us? maybe they just think it's strange to be attached to a UG, especially ncc. still, there's nothing wrong with UGs, and ncc in particular, and we're probably a lot closer to our platoonmates than they are to the people in their cca.

Posted at 5:20 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

a quiz off fb.

THE RULES OF 15:

• Go through your wall and status and list the first 15 names you see. Don't cheat.

• Do not list any repeats; simply go to the next name in the list.

• Then, answer the questions below, pertaining to the 15 people.

• When you finish, tag all 15 people in the list, so the cycle can continue.

• If you've been tagged, copy and paste this information into a new note, and follow the directions above.

(I couldn't be bothered and just listed random people :D)

1. Zerlina Yee
2. Neo Xiao Yun
3. Phyllis Phuah
4. Nicole Wooi
5. Anne Soh
6. Quek Rui Tong
7. Foo Hui Shi
8. Wong Shi Ying
9. Mira Shah
10. Eugenia Tang
11. Julia Sunil
12. Michelle Khoo
13. Chew Zhi Wei
14. Ngim Dean Gee
15. Shermaine Ng

1. How did you meet 11 (Julia)?
RGS? Classmate?

2. What would you do if you had never met 8 (Shi Ying)?
I probably wouldn't have been so spastic, no offense, Shiing.

3. Would you date 6 (Rui Tong)?
Heck, no! I've known her for very long, but she's more of a sister.

4. Have you seen 9 cry (Mira)?
Yup. In P4, which is super long ago.

5.Would 3 and 13 be good friends (Phyllis and Zhi Wei)?
Well, I guess, since we're all platoonmates.

6. Describe 1 (Zerlina)?
Evil.

7. Do you like 14 (Dean Gee)?
I like all my platoonmates.

8. Do you think 4 is attractive (Nicole)?
Good question. Maybe to some, maybe not.

9. When was the last time you talked to 2 (Mira)?
DAYS AGO.

10. Would you date 12 (Michelle)?
Michelle is straight, and I'm quite sure she "likes" someone already, although not in that sense!

11. Where does 15 live (Shermaine)?
Tampines, I think.

12. What is the best thing about 5 (Anne)?
She's going to find a way to pass me a birthday present by next Thursday! I'm curious to find out how, though.

13. What would you like to tell 13 right now (Zhi Wei)?
Shermaine's name is NOT spelt the same way as mine!

14. What is the best thing about 12 ? (Michelle)
GREAT PLATOONMATE :D although not the best.

15. Have you ever kissed 12 (Michelle)?
PLEASE! I'm straight and she's my platoonmate.

16. What's one of the best memory you have had with 3 (Phyllis)?
OMG WINDOW SHOPPING AT ION YESTERDAY.

17. What is 14's best talent (Dean Gee)?
Not embarrassed easily :D

18. Is 11 pretty (Julia)?
You could say so?

19. What was your first impression of 2 (Xiao Yun)?
I can't remember, but the earliest I can remember of Xiao Yun is during annual camp when we shared sleeping bags. So I guess we're both smart! And also a great teamworker/platoonmate :D

20. How long have you been friends with 11 (Julia)?
9-10 months.

21. Have you seen 5 in the last month (Anne)?
Nope. Sad but true. The last time I chatted with her was last night, though.

22. When was the last time you saw 1 (Zerlina)?
Yesterday in Border's, with Michelle and Xiao Yun and Phyllis.

23. Have you ever been to 7's house (Hui Shi)?
Not once. Although we are platoonmates. But I've only ever been to Mira's and Rui Tong's houses out of my platoonmates.

24. When is the next time you will see 15 (Shermaine)?
Tuesday - next conversational malay lesson. But probably Tuesday. She's in 107 and my class is near hers,

25. Are you really close to 6 (Rui Tong)?
I knew her since P4. Now we're platoonmates. What do you think?

26. Would you give 9 a hug? (Mira)
Yep. Have I done before? I don't think so.

27. Do you know a secret about 3 (Phyllis)?
Yes, if you consider the fact that her orienteering is bad.

28. Describe the relationship between 14 and 4 (Dean Gee and Nicole)
They don't know each other. I think. If they did, it would be VERY weird.

29. What's your friendship with 7 like (Hui Shi)?
RGSNCCAIRBATCH4 FTW. She's my platoonmate :D

30. Have you ever danced with 15 (Shermaine)?
Not once.

31. How do you know 3 (Phyllis)?
NCC AIR. Platoonmate.

32. Does 8 have a bf/gf (Shi Ying)?
No one that I know of. Which, as I admit, is not very much.

33. Have you ever wanted to smack 4 in the face (Nicole)?
Yep. But not really now.

34. Has 12 met your mom (Michelle)?
Nope. Although we're really close?

35. Is 1 your best friend? (Zerlina)
The truth hurts, Zer. It's a NO.

36. If 14 had $100 what would they spend it on (Dean Gee)?
To find out if Jaslyn likes Benjamin Goh, even if she had to bribe someone?

37. What's your best memory of 2 (Xiao Yun)?
Annual camp and yesterday when we went to Ion @ Orchard.

38. Have you traveled anywhere with 10 ? (Eugenia Tang)
Yep. East Coast for SL.

39. What is the last thing you did with 10 (Eugenia Tang)?
Say hi to her when I met her yesterday at the Far East KFC.

40. When did you meet 6 (Rui Tong)?
Hmm. Henry Park, in P4.

41. How did you meet 8 (Shi Ying)?
NCC Air.

42. Where would 4 travel to if given a free trip to anywhere (Nicole)?
How would I know? Probably to Fall Out Boys' next concert, though.

43. How close to 5 are you (Anne)?
Quite.

45. Would you go on a road trip with 9 (Mira)?
Maybe?

That's all :D

Posted at 4:33 PM

Friday, October 16, 2009

happy; but maybe it's not enough?

okay yay
i guess i got over my mood swings? through PLATOON POWER. yep, alliteration.

anyways.

TODAY XIAOYUN AND PHYLLIS AND MICHELLE AND I WENT TO FAR EAST/ION/BORDERS/WHEELOCK. DIFFERENT HOUSES; TARBET AND RICHARD AND WADDLE AND HADLEY IT WAS SO COOL. so, as per normal, they were being their usual spastic selves but whee it was so fun :D we ate at KFC, or at least they did. i ate in school cos i didn't want to spend so much money :P yeah i know i'm a miser. half-an-hour was spent eating cum chatting. and then we used phyllis' yellow painty to write names on tissue paper/KFC boxes/the covers of our drinks. SO i kind of finally figured out that phyllis and michelle BOTH obsess over _______. i think phyllis just started though. tsk too late.
then after that we (with michelle to lead us) went to ion. omg ion damn cool. WE GOT BLUE BALLOONS OMG BUT XIAOYUN DIDN'T GET ANY. we went to river island and were pointing out clothes for THEM. and then we went borders. xiaoyun and phyllis went to look at the mags and michelle and i ambled off. GUESS HOW WE FOUND THEM AGAIN. (dramatic pause) THE PLATOON BALLOON LOCATION SYSTEM. after that we left borders and became totally spastic. and started doing cheers and ncc pledge and songs. NOTICE THAT WE DID NOT DISTURB ANYONE. and then we went to look at shoes, and omg they were super cool and we were pointing out shoes for them on their prom night. super cool. I LOVED The SHOES OMG.
then we took like 10minutes to get back to far east from ion, thus proving that phyllis' orienteering was... strange. ALSO SHE VERY EPIC. THIS SOURCE (ie, phyllis) IS NOT RELIABLE AS SHE CANNOT DO ORIENTEERING. she sure fail one. and then super cool people were staring at our balloons on the bus when we were going back :D yes we are so spastic right.

PS next tuesday must wear white ncc shirt platoonmates!(: cos they said can wear any white school approved tee :D and we MUST GO WEAR OVERSIZED NCC SHIRT COS WE HARDLY EVER WEAR.

Posted at 9:46 PM

Thursday, October 15, 2009

where did they go; the times passed so fast?

happy birthday to self.

I'm depressed on my birthday AHHHHHHH.
i can't think any more; i'm so sad.
i don't wanna blog until i've gotten over it.

PS:
i realized everyone in our platoon likes to use "tsk".
it spreads fast, i guess.

Posted at 8:11 PM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

confusion; you'll never know

i am confused.
i want to know what who's thinking.

AHH XIAOYUN I HATE YOU ><
WHY DID YOU GO BLOG ABOUT IT NOW THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS.

i'm really really missing the part Ds.
"really missing people who are gone disorder" i'll be the first listed under that :D

okay. okay. i must really calm down.

today we had house prac.
mass dance was, as per normal BORINGGG.
jal and shing and chewy were being their usual mopey selves (no offense).
and yuhua was her usual spastic self.
example: she was like hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! then waves madly at me. i swear she dragged the "i" sound. she looked downright spastic.
honestly, i'd rather do bunk inspection. although preferably i'd be doing drills with platoonmates and the rest of the company. even the part Ds who have ORDed already.

i totally dislike xiaoyun and phyllis cos they saw her and i didn't.

anyway to skip back to the mass dance thing.
you know i felt so horrible when we were walking past the mini amphi and covered walkway and netball courts to get to the gym. you have no idea how it felt.
i was thinking about our last training with the part Ds and ORD and our PTs. it was so totally lousy.
i dug my fingernails into my hands to stop myself from crying. i mean, i really wish they were back here, with us. it wouldn't matter if they wanted to or not, but i really wish we could do company drills one last time. and make it perfect.
i'll try my best to forget, to stop moping, but now's just too soon. i can't help it. i don't want to remember either. it's just too sad and brings out a lot of memories.
i know i'll never think of the mini amphi the same way again. it's just too sad to think about it. i really want to rewind time and tell myself i did the best i could, but i know i'm lying to myself. i'll try to forget but i know it won't work. i really don't know how i'll survive next year.

and then when we were walking to the amphi from the gym we walked past the netball courts.
the tape that was supposed to be vivian's right marker thing was still there. i can still remember when tiffany and jaslyn had this argument as to whether jaslyn should stand on the tape or behind the tape.
i guess i'll always remember those times, no matter how much i try to persuade myself otherwise.
not that the part Cs aren't nice, but they'll never replace the part Ds, rgsnccairbatch1. they're perfect, in that sense. they taught us all we needed to know.

i suppose i'll have to learn to live with it, but until then, there's nothing to stop me from feeling sad about it and thinking of the small little acts that we didn't appreciate at first, but not until it was too late to go back again. sure, we can always ask them out, or chat with them online, but we'll probably never get back together the same way again, or get the same feeling of pride when we perfect our drills under them.

i'll always remember them with mixed feelings, sometimes happy, funny, or sad.
next year i'll tell the part As that your first ORD really changes the way you feel about your PS and APS. until then, you'll never really know how much they actually matter to you. you'll wish you could rewind time and thank them ,and spend time with them happily. but it'll be gone before you get the chance.

i'll just remember what they told us and i'll remember it many years down the road "your platoonmates are the only ones who can really relate to you". it's true, you really have to treasure them.
whatever you do, dear platoonmates, next year, please don't quit ncc. we'll need you to be there. if anyone quits, i'll always look at the ncc pictures 09 and try to figure out what's missing, other than the part Ds. nobody else must go. we'll all miss you. we're already missing them, don't let us miss you too.

i really need to know what others are thinking. i feel like i'm on different wavelengths with people sometimes.
although, i have to admit, sometimes as platoonmates, we're telepathic :D

rgs ncc air batch 1-4!

Posted at 9:40 PM

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

morestuff

okay, my internet is up after crashing for two whole days. which is why i didn't blog.

YES EYAS ARE OVER. math was surprisingly easy. 



OHYES I'M SO SORRY I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT THE FUNNY INCIDENTS FOR ENGLISH PAPER.
okay. ruitong and i were chatting yesterday and it was like and we were talking about our exams, and in particular _______ & _______ and et cetera. so. during english paper 2 i was scribbling and doodling ________ on my summary draft and apparently rt did the same thing too yeah. and then for some papers, both of us were silently giggling like idiots cos of our "motivations". and we were slouching in our seats and smiling idiotically cos we were thinking of __________. i bet you know who i'm talking about, ruitong.


i'm sorry about the caps but i really like caps so yeah.
by the way, i heard the ncc song 154 times already.





















Disclaimer: 
WHAT THE HECK XIAOYUN.
i know you fangirl obsessively over TiF too and ruitong's fangirling is even more obvious.
and i already have 2 pages with 9 paras and i'm going to continue writing it/elaborating it or type it all out. yeah i know your first para is gayyy. and mine isn't cos it's: "I completely agree with the above statement."
so it isn't as... weird... as yours.


PS: thank you everyone who wished me good luck for EYAs and platoonmates and classmates and teachers(: and NO MORE WEIRD COMMENTS XIAOYUN! by the way she wished you good luck for today's paper too.

Posted at 9:38 AM

Friday, October 9, 2009

yeah

YEAH MANZXTZX


okay, i was thinking about ncc just now and it was like !!!!, remember the time when we were doing theory! 
phyllis, mira, ruitong and i were sitting away in this corner of the class when we were having this aero theory thing. i think it was revision.


      jaslyn: name a control surface
      me: rudders?
      jaslyn: what's the control surface that controls pitch?
      mira: elevators.
      jaslyn: what's the last control surface and what does it do?
      phyllis: ailerons, and they control roll.
      jaslyn: okay, how does bernoulli's principle apply?
      *ruitong and i raise hands*
      huiyi starts laughing.
      jaslyn gives us a .__. "okayyyyy" look with her patented staff sergeant face and then pointed towards us and it was like: this corner, don't answer!


i remember once during PT with jaslyn:
  *jaslyn stares at watch, then stares at us*
 we're like, WHAT?!
 jaslyn: huiyi, i can't believe they took fifteen minutes to JOG FIVE ROUNDS!
 (personal comment here: it's supposedly jogging at strolling pace.)

then i heard and i was like OMGGGGG.
another time before NAPFA: huiyi taking us to practise standing broad jump.
michelle calmly dusts hands and jumps.
everyone in platoon crowds around.
then i was after michelle, and then i heard huiyi say only 182?!
then i jumped also and then other people jumped and michelle and i were the only people to make it above 170 :O

PS I WANT A LANYARD TOO, XIAOYUN!

Posted at 2:16 PM

make it right

Every mistake I make from now on I'll turn around
I'll make it, I'll make it right
And every truth I fake I might hurt someone
I'll make it I'll make it all right



I was thinking about some stuff then this song came to mind.
If not for the tune, the lyrics are really quite meaningful.


Anyway!
Today was Physics exam.
Horrible.
I totally died for the questions about the pinhole camera.
and then I got kind of revised for the last part of the second last question, only to realize (after the exam, unfortunately,) that they were asking for displacement from point W to point Z which is 6.1m - 1.1m, not distance. I guess it could be considered passable, even though it everyone was complaining that it was really hard.


don't try to make me cry
you won 't succeed, not anymore.

Posted at 11:42 AM

Thursday, October 8, 2009

FIFTY -- SHORT

post fifty.


i seem to post a lot, about nothing in particular, these days. and the posts are quite short too. also i post MANY posts in a day.


anyway, the real reason why i posted:


something i found out.
area of a ellipse = πab;
    where a = the shortest distance between the center of the ellipse and the circumference; and
    where b = the longest distance between the center of the ellipse and the circumference.
it makes sense, doesn't it? 
    πr^2 = π x r x r;
        but because a circle is a regular ellipse, it's just a simplified version of πab! 


and this would be useful because in physics we need to determine the area below a graph so to do it accurately for a curved graph, i might as well use the formula! i wonder what the teacher marking the question would think if i used πab to solve the problem concerning the area under the graphs question. i think i will try it, anyway. then the answer would be more accurate than dealing with the tangents of the curve, which i highly doubt that anyone could get it accurately at all.



Posted at 7:57 PM

For all of you

I really love this song.
Every time I see you falling; I get down on my knees and pray; I'm waiting for that final moment; You'll say the words that I can't say.
It really reminds me of some stuff that mattered a lot to me previously.

Posted at 7:26 PM

coincidence?

coincidence? maybe not.
ripped off nicole's blog:
our phone is cool. you can still talk to people when it drops into toilet bowls.
because everyone throws their thousand dollar phones into toilet bowls all the time.
really reminds me of when xiaoyun told me about sophia dropping her phone into the toilet bowl.

talking about ncc, michelle and xiaoyun and vivian and i came up with targets to stalk! :D (i know, we're irrevocable stalkers.)
we came up with sec 4 targets to continue stalking and sec 3 targets for next year.
i shall not say who or else it can't be considered stalking if they know we're stalking them(:
michelle and i also have this tendency to see huiyi and amanda, and sometimes tiffany whenever we go to the parade square early.

DISCLAIMER:
i do not stalk any of the sec 4s, xiaoyun and michelle D:< i know you stalk THEM (specifically, __________ & __________) though. vivian and i don't stalk the sec 4s.

OHYES TODAY!
about the parade square!
we went down like super, super early and we waited. and waited. and waited. then finally michelle couldn't stand it anymore and she dragged me out to the parade square and we jumpstarted the entire school :U omg.
i told you not to already, michelle.
and we also have this tendency to meet seniors and then michelle was attempting to drag me to huiyi and i totally freaked out. if huiyi didn't notice me beforehand, i think she did then. i totally failed in trying to avoid being noticed.
and then michelle and i were talking about ncc, in particular, _____________ (whom michelle stalks :O) when amanda appeared in front of us and i was like EEK. but we really almost always meet her anyway.

anyways.
today was geography and english paper 2!
geog was suprisingly quite easy, after all that mugging yesterday, the only question i wasn't quite confident about was the one about the Seng Choon Farm as a system one. english was retardedly funny and i totally didn't get the passage.

never mind.

Posted at 1:21 PM

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

don't let me

the bad days are over, i guess
don't let me forget, too much, too long.

don't let me forget ncc.
amanda, tiffany, celeste, kathryn, julie, eewen, jaslyn, huiyi. rebecca, munirah, chloe, miranda, cheryl.
don't ever let me forget those names and what they meant -- and still do now.
don't let me forget platoonmates when i graduate. never ever.
i'll try, my very best to remember. our platoon outing, our annual camp, our funny msn conversations. above all, our friendships. our platoon, as a whole.

don't let me forget about our primary school years.
nicole, anne, michelle, jennifer, mira, ruitong. me.
don't let me forget what our teachers meant to us.
don't let me forget what henry park looked like -- what it was to us.

don't let me forget about my class this year.
our class shirt. our teachers, our PSLs.
ashlynna, suzanne, nadia, nivi, alanna, esther, rebecca, jane.
and most of all, the class itself.
don't let me forget how the school is like.
everyone, even mrs shirley tan.

don't ever let me forget.

Posted at 6:51 PM

post 46




forty six.

today we had history paper.

it was tough. i finished in 55 min with 25 min left at the end. i stared blankly at my VERY VERY VERY short essay trying to figure out what i was missing. ahwell, it's now over.

I LOVE ENTERTAINING MSN CONVOS :D
PS i'm not scary please chat with me? (okay that's totally random)

Posted at 1:09 PM

Sunday, October 4, 2009

LONG overdue posts

long overdue posts. ^__^ i really must apologize. in no chronological order,

FIRSTLY.
yesterday kai yan and i were reminiscing about the past.
and the funniest. ABOUT WHEN DEANGEE AND HUISHI ASKED JASLYN WHETHER SHE LIKED BENJY.
i cracked up when i thought about it.
i guess this is how even the littlest things affect you, especially when you're nostalgic.
and when jaslyn and huiyi said the RI guys at affirmation looked "gay".
i remember ruitong and mira and i having a good laugh over that one.
and then when dean gee added jaslyn on facebook, benjamin goh appeared under "mutual friends".
and when i searched again, she probably removed him cos she realised she had "her part As" on facebook. quote kai yan.
AND AND AND ALSO THAT TIME THEY ASKED US WHO OUR PSLS WERE. THEN WHEN SHERMAINE ANSWERED "ANQI" THEY STARTED CRACKING UP LIKE HECK.
ohemmghee those times were great.
now all i want is them to scold us again.
or even better, praise us :D

SECOND.
THAT TIME (i can't remember when) I SAW REBECCA IN THE ICT LAB.
that was when kai yan started the 你们有缘份 thing, which is super irritating
apparently only michelle lee and kai yan and i noticed her.
which is pretty interesting.
and she was sitting opposite me.
WHICH XIAOYUN WOULD CALL AFFINITY.
see what i mean?

LAST
XIAOYUN YOU SO HAVE TO TELL ME WHOSE BLOG YOU GOT THAT FROM PLEASE. I KNOW IT'S ONE OF THE PART DS. TELL. ME.

Time's up.

Posted at 3:04 PM

Friday, October 2, 2009

as yet again

another super entertaining msn convo with phyllis (:
reason number #27389 why am i glad to be in ncc air.

P-E-E-L
POINT: platoonmates are great.
Evidence is as follows:
Shermine; says:
 okay it sounds weird.
 WE ARE SPASTIC WE ARE SPASTIC
phyllis; says:
 WE ARE STUPID WE ARE STUPID
Shermine; says:
 yeah
 maybe not
phyllis; says:
 hoho
Shermine; says:
 we are random we are silly
phyllis; says:
 i agree!
Shermine; says:
 hohoho
 to be as entertaining as we can be?!
phyllis; says:
 to be as tall as we can be
Shermine; says:
 to be the randomest that we can be
phyllis; says:
 over...
Shermine; says:
 the...
 floor!
 on the...
phyllis; says:
 chair
Shermine; says:
 and in the
 class!
phyllis; says:
 we are the
Shermine; says:
 idk?!
phyllis; says:
 dodo birds!
Shermine; says:
 HAHA!
 E-M-Us
phyllis; says:
 OKAY
phyllis; says:
 OKAY
Shermine; says:
 i don't know why i picked that?
phyllis; says:
 lol

EXPLANATION:
as you can see, we have a very weird sense of humour. :D :D airbatch4 ftw

LINK:
there is no link, other than the fact that MAYBE ms teo would be proud of me if she saw this?

Posted at 8:59 PM

when


A picture taken by by new W595 phone(: which is the same colour as ruitong's.
i wanted a blue one but my mum insisted D:

sometimes i just don't know what to say. nope, it's not that i don't know who you are, it's just that YOU don't know ME well enough. i guess we all feel sorry sometimes in our lives, but today is definitely one of the worst. other than ORD, or the oh-too-coincidental days. i just know i'll miss them next year. i know when i'll almost give up next year, only to be supported by my platoonmates.



Posted at 8:29 PM




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