Thursday, March 31, 2011

Out on this road everything changes

Wiktionary is officially my favourite website. Especially, the random post, yay.

Posted at 9:59 PM

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

But I ran out of places and friendly faces

Because I had to be free

I forgot to mention this yesterday due to muggingfest but anyway WE GOT OUR BADGES, YO.
Except for marksmanship and NAPFA but hellyeah. Isn't it just peachy?

MY GOD I FEEL LIKE SUCH A STALKER BUT THIS IS SO RIDICULOUSLY AMUSING SUCH THAT I CAN'T HELP IT HAHAHAHHHA.

I love Jefferson Airplane because a lot of their songs are just amazingly beautiful. And have fascinating imagery. A bit like Simon and Garfunkel, but Simon and Garfunkel were more melodious.

Anyway today was SAs, which was just terrible because I think I totally flunked chem and I finished my english paper in, what, twenty minutes?
I really think next year that will be no chemra sec4 batch, oops. Because seriously what the hell the standard questions were more difficult than the higher ones, which is just ridiculous because RESONANCE MODELS MAKE NO SENSE TO ME AUGHHHH.

And that is totally fascinating because.

Oh you know I absolutely hate Glee because they ruined awesome songs like I Want To Hold Your Hand and To Sir With Love for me, ugh.

And also I think they play These Dreams on 90.5 every single weekday night or something, haha.

Posted at 8:27 PM

Sunday, March 27, 2011

And the sign said

"The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls
And whispered in the sound of silence."

I find it pretty cool that Paul Simon writes all of Simon and Garfunkel's songs and he is an amazing songwriter!

But any way geez my brain is totally screwing with me. Because SS is totally screwing with my head. I have half a page of subsubsub points.

... make that the whole page.

Oh, and we all got NDP. But Louise pulled out why Louise why!

Goodbye, HAND (have a nice day).

Posted at 1:52 PM

Thursday, March 24, 2011

All this machinery making modern music can still be open-hearted

This is not an actual blog post, but eh, whatever.

Okay FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME STOP CRYING SHERMINE STOP IT.

I want to slap someone. Really, really hard. But seriously, what the hell is wrong with me today and why the hell am I so temperamental? It's not as if... well, you know what I mean.

You know, I sound so pathetic. Heck, I laugh at myself.

I think I'm going mad from reading too much comics, because I'm starting to use 'dear'/'darling'/'honey' (although to a lesser extent) too much AUGHHHHHH. For some reason I suspect adding a 'my' to the front makes it sound less odd and you know, more like what I would say, hmm. There must be a reason. Emma is screwing with my mind, and I guess that's what can happen when you're a telepath even though it's only a comic but still.

But I swear my conversations with random people are so... permeated with ellipses and question marks and basically everything that makes a conversation awkward, because that usually involves answering a question with another question. And that always makes things awkward, in general. Or making everything sound like a question, which I appear to be relatively good at.

...you know sometimes I wish people would let me cry on their shoulder, well, not literally but yeah. It just sucks when they take everything and aren't there when you need them. My god, I sound like some desperate loner don't I? (And again, this is why I don't ever believe in friendship. Too idealistic.)

I wish I had someone I could talk to about everything and would understand. And wouldn't, I don't know, judge me based on what I said or did or decided.

And HA SARAH YOU'LL NEVER SEE THIS, BUT IT'S 109.5, 107, AND 104.5. I TOLD YOU SO, THEY HAD EQUAL INTERVALS. Everything in chemistry has order.

Posted at 9:09 PM

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Dance for me

- Loved, AlexanderOcias on kongregate.

WOOHOO I MANAGED TO FINISH MY SS AA + MAKE MY BLU-TACK LOOK LIKE ONE OF LARXENE'S ANTENNAE THINGS.

Sorry kind of high but hellzyeah I FINISHED SS AA!

... Even though it's quite pathetic.

"Eleven men and one woman. My god, you must all be gay."
For some reason I can totally imagine Larxene saying that during her induction and Xemnas spluttering. And Marluxias, Demyx and Axel laughing their heads (and asses) off. Hmm.

Posted at 2:39 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Now I walk along the streets of Marseille

The winter sky is cold down here
And I don't know why I left you that day
I don't know where you are
- La Luna, Belinda Carlisle

You know I feel so... mild. As in, my word choices are very, very mild. Unless of course I'm writing, which is a completely different story, but other than that? Nah. For example, I don't normally use hate. For some reason I prefer dislike.

Anyway, I approve.

*Smoking Martillo off to the side somewhere*
Smoking Martillo: *COUGH* To...cigarettes *COUGH, COUGH*
Quema Tormenta: If the war doesn't kill him then those things will.
Smoking Martillo: *COUGH* CHAAAAAAAARRRR-*COUGH, COUGH* *Gets stabbed by enemy infantry*
Narrator: SMOKING KILLS!

QwertyFail: Ahh, it's good to be home, I think I'll check my old room.
VandheerII: Ooh, are you sure?
QwertyFail: Of co-where's my bed?
VandheerII: I kinda sold it because we were low on funds and leaving.
QwertyFail: Couldn't you have sold osmeone else's bed?
VandheerII: Like who?
QwertyFail: Lone Warrior!
VandheerII: Yeah, piss off the Former Commander, good idea.
QwertyFail: Vandheer Lorde!
VandheerII: Being slashed into multiple pieces. Nice try.
QwertyFail: Eivana!
VandheerII: Eivana doesn't have a bed. That crazy woman never sleep, just train.
QwertyFail: Leo!
VandheerII: A little kid!? See the response from Eivana.
QwertyFail: Wow....well....Hawkin!
VandheerII: Yeah, I'm gonna sell the bed of the guy who fly an blade through my skull from anywhere in this town.
QwertyFail: C'mon! How about Network?
VandheerII: I was gonna, but his bed was...stained.
QwertyFail: Ewww, well, I really liked my bed! Who did you sell it to, I'm gonna get it back.
VandheerII: Trust me, you don't want it.

Meanwhile...

Leo: Ahh, a new, clean bed, entirely worth all that pay. Let's see what I can do about that clean part.........hehehehehe
Leo: *pull out a whole set of Daniel's latest art and game...*

Yup, you can see the weird stuff I read.

SS AA AUGHHHHHHHHHH.
kthxbai.

edit: Oh, look, someone wrote lyrics for the Song of Storms!
In a time, long ago
Falling rain that would not slow
Lightning filled the sky
Few did not know why
Go around, leap and bound
Dance as Heaven crashes down
Singing the Song of Storms
In the night, blew a storm
Chasing shadows to the shore
Lightning filled the sky
Thunder roared and cried
Come along, come along
Dance until the night is gone
Singing the Song of Storms

Awhhhh. (I have refrained from using 'aww' as it reminds me of Armed with Wings, and I do not want to play that now because SS AA!) My favourite lines are still "Dance as Heaven crashes down", "Chasing shadows to the shore" and "Dance until the night is gone", and you know what? They all have the same tune. And also a bunch of other lines but I don't like them as much.

Also, my SS AA now sounds like some sort of informative speech essay... thing.

Posted at 11:56 AM

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Life's hard you know So strike a pose on a Cadillac

My SS AA has seven words.

Firstly, in Arial font size 11, bold, italicised, and underlined, I have Social Studies Alternative Assessment.

Under that I have in a normal Arial font of the same size, though without the formatting, HEY LOOK LISTEN.

...It's a placeholder.

I've been having this weird tune play through my head until I realized it was from the Windmill Hut in OoT, which just. Really put me off.

Posted at 8:22 PM

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Must be talking to an angel

I want the one on the left. They're even tame. :D Go see sibfox.com/!

Also, Armed with Wings (1, 2 and 3) and Red Moon are awesome games. Okay, maybe not so much of AwW 1 and 2 but Red Moon and AwW 3 are just. Amazing. Yes, I am a Red Moon fan. I speedran it in 13 minutes, which is not that bad considering that I lost against Vandheer Lorde once and accidentally jumped into spikes once. I want Red Moon 2. From Hawkin's point of view. And I want more back story. Also, AwW 2 is good but annoying because the jumps are just. Ugh. And in AwW 1 you can't even jump at all.

...did anyone notice that Leo's second weapon in AwW 3 (that Eivana gives him) is also Hawken's sword in Red Moon and AwW 2?

At least Culmination (which is basically like AwW 3.5!) is going to come out soon, so.

Posted at 9:22 PM

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

In a wood full of princes Freedom is a kiss

But the prince hides his face
From dreams in the mist

Post 250. I think my blog has really come a long way.
... a really, really long way. I mean, I read my archives, and I start to think, YOU MEAN THAT WAS ME?!

And now, I'll probably think like that again when I see this next year. Or even six months from now.

I think running yesterday totally killed my knees (and my back) because they now ache at random times. Especially my knees. Jeez.

I think I like theory because I start panicking when I i/c, which kind of sucks. At least with theory there's a confidence that what you've learnt will always be true and everything will remain that way and there's some strange form of comfort, truth, and, bizarrely, beauty in that.

Posted at 10:15 PM