haha i stumbled upon valerie's blog and realized her last post was about ORD. which makes me want to blog. i remember what louise told me, and i think it's true, really.
if your platoonmates cry, be strong for them and don't cry. if they don't, feel for them and cry for them.
i just realized, ever since ORD, most of my posts have become about seniors. i really need to get closer to my class. but, i find that i just can't relate to them. as per normal, i stick to platoonmates. i go with them during recess, i find them in the mornings, i stay back with them after school. i chat with them on msn. i don't know why it's been like this. sigh :/ i guess why the only incentives i have to blog are memorable incidents. memorable as in impactful. mostly cca. DAMN IT MY LIFE IS MAJORLY SCREWED. i can so imagine, a few years down the road, how much worse life will be at OUR ORD and OUR graduation. but then life goes on ): but you can't just leave the memories behind and hope to forget. life doesn't work that way, i know it. graduation was really like ORD, i was hysterical. laughing but not crying. it was really, i don't know, amusing. having the sec 4s sing pass it on and dedication is reminding me of affirmation. it's just. the same impact. (AND OHOH REMEMBER _____'S BLOG IT HAS THE THING ON IT ABOUT US BEING DOWNRIGHT HILARIOUS DURING AFFIRAMATION) until then. sigh. we'll just have to mend our platoon problems right? we can't have them handling everything, when they don't need to. we need to handle our problems ourselves. we have to be independent. who's going to look after us in sec 4?
shermine says: yeah but DAMN): i'm also upset for another reason): Rui Tong says: life sucks man shermine says: yeah it;s majorly sucking for me): DAMN DAMN DAMN Rui Tong says: haha mine doesnt suck much shermine says: sheesh SIGH Rui Tong says: hahaha there are ups and downs man shermine says: yeah but i'm in a going down escalator now OH WAIT make that rollercoaster Rui Tong says: HAHAHA nice analogy.
excuse the typos. i hate them too ):<
please, stop thinking you're the only ones who care cos even if we don't show it, we can still feel. all we do, we do for you. you're so self-centered and thinking you're right all the time, while i'm quite sure we all know you aren't. stop taking charge for once and let others do something, they may just be waiting for a chance that YOU didn't give them and YOU snatched and took away.
DAMN IT LIFE MAJORLY SUCKS. :/
Posted at 6:48 PM
The What
Hello darkness my old friend. This is a blog. My blog.
The Who
Shermine.
A mostly depressed and disillusioned individual, but may be occasionally high (although that's pretty rare).
The Which
I shall hide the cbox because it's starting to annoy me very much.
