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Monday, August 2, 2010

One thing you'll never know

Here in my eyes

I have three things to say.

1) Live by your own standards
Telling me what I can or can't do with my life when yours is even more messed up? Sorry, that just doesn't stick with me.

2) If you want to prove something, show it
Fine, so maybe you don't.

3) You misunderstand my intentions
No need to elaborate much.


It kills me to read people's blogs and then thinking, if they had read my previous long ranty post, WHY DON'T YOU GET IT. They just don't get what I mean. It isn't about blaming anyone. It's about how it really isn't going to work out the way we want it to. Sure, maybe it might turn out worse, but it might turn out better too. I just want to have it planned out. I don't want it to be haphazardly done, with everything based on luck or chance.

I hate myself. I hate everything about me. I hate my indecision. I hate how I don't have to guts to stand up and face it. I hate how I can feel disgusted at myself over that.

You were the one who didn't care, not me. Why should it mean anything to me now?

Posted at 8:59 PM




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Hello darkness my old friend. This is a blog. My blog.

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Shermine.
A mostly depressed and disillusioned individual, but may be occasionally high (although that's pretty rare).

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I shall hide the cbox because it's starting to annoy me very much.

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