Sunday, July 29, 2012
你真人 其实陌生得可以记不起
不是善于等待，只是习惯罢了。
I don't even know what to say.
These past eight years... We
have been through a lot. And even though I wasn't there the whole time, I've been there at least half the way through. And I'm proud of it, even if no one knows this, no one knows me, no one knows what.
For the past eight years we've been waiting; the closest it's come to was in 2010.
But of course that was dashed because no one cared and even now there are others and we're all left behind waiting again. And then again this year we thought that there was going to be a chance but once again, no. Even though we know in our hearts how much better it would be.
Good things should come to those who wait.
But I suppose we must once again throw our hopes to the wind and wish they don't blow away and find it in our hearts to believe that this year will be that year, that better year, that special year.
And in the nature of 婠婠's immortal words, "我们不是没有同感，只是已经习惯了等待，反正8年我们都等了，而且小定的发展正在向好的方向发展，是金子总会发光的！"
Of course, we know most of us feel like 阿惊, that we've been waiting for too long. I suppose 零 and 莫 and I have just gotten used to it, since we've been the five year people. And of course our seniors (婠婠 and 灵儿 and sea and cindy and 桐桐) understand that and they've been waiting even longer than us and I think somewhere deep in our hearts we've learnt that what we want will come to us if we're patient, as in 小定's own words, "重新，從心" and of course 淡定，欣然.
And these people have been my friends for the past five years! Of course, I don't actually know the real them, and they don't actually know the real me, but that's alright because it's just the ridiculous nature of the internet.
The important thing is that we have a common interest, and that's what glues us together (even through language barriers and all that) and I love them so much they are awesome people.
Good things
do come to those who wait.
...I intend to pick up Muay Thai some day. (Some people would join me, I'm sure of it.) My... family friend refuses to teach me because she claims that teaching people who don't know is painful for her (it's like you tell them to aim somewhere and they can't control and they accidentally punch you in the gut). Then again I bet that's only because she did that to her instructor.
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