Thursday, November 8, 2012
四海應無蜀海棠，一時開處一城香。
One of the only things that most people agree that 喬峰 did wrong was to attempt to impose his values judgement on 阿紫.
...this is revenge for 餘魚同 making 李沅芷 suffer so much hmph.
You know the first 武俠小說 I'd ever read was 書劍恩仇錄.
My first impression of it will almost always remain forever at the start of it, five years before everything started, in the house of a government official and a fourteen year old girl skipping to find her teacher. (And for some reason whenever I read the ending or the section where she almost dies and calls for her father I will feel 心酸 for this character the most, because I remember how she was like at the start.)
And to bring things around like a full circle, it will be difficult to forget her appearance in 飛狐外傳, because although it shows that people don't always get what they want immediately, sometimes there are happier endings. (一个少年美妇说道：“师父，我们只听说那掌门人大会给人搅散了局，到底是怎么回事？你快说吧！”这美妇是金笛秀才余鱼同之妻李沅芷。)
...or at least, that there are endings that are not that miserable. Because there's this feeling of 惋惜 when it comes to this, story, and this character and all things in general because things change, and even if for the better you're bound to miss something.
It's human. And when we forget what we once were, what we once had, that's the most tragic thing of all.
I do not ever want to forget.
Some things are not choices, they are there by nature.
Journeys always miss the people left behind. Sometimes it's not about the people who are journeying with you, it's about the people who help you pick up the pieces in the times and places that you're away.
You cannot break people until you can break their minds and by extension their hearts.
What is the past's future and what is the future's past?
Are the the same? Are they different? Are they eternity?
[/edit: It can't win, but neither can you. Maybe forgetting is really better, but I don't want to forget. 我所記得的會是我這刻多富有。 I am my memories. I am who my memories make me. 夕陽西下，希望我們永遠不會忘了這些年的時光。]
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