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Thursday, August 29, 2013

Even though I cannot

As of now I'm pretty confused.

Relationships. People. Why are they so complicated?

I talked to some people about some things. Things which I like to keep in the recesses of my mind and not address. Things which I feel make me vulnerable. A person I'd be willing to call a friend, who is pretty much starting to freak me out. A person who I think would be a great friend, but it's not the right time. Because the person I'm looking for is a 知己.

It's amazing, in a way, because I don't know why he (because you know, gender unspecific) is acting this way but I don't want to push him away like I've done to the rare few who could've been so much more but aren't because I was too afraid to let people near me.

所以我這一生的目標始終是：要尋找一個知己。
就算多麼的胡亂，多不能放棄。
雖然有目標、夢想會比較幸福些。

Regrets.

遺憾、後悔。

This is why I still don't like english as much as I do chinese. To me both 遺憾 and 後悔 are very different words/phrases. Regret is too generic. I think it's acceptable to feel 遺憾 about something, but not to 後悔 doing it. As they say, you know, 我這一生不悔, because no regrets.

I'm scared.

Posted at 9:40 PM




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