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Friday, December 27, 2013

我不會再演完美角色

這是我新年的願望，我不會再演完美角色。

太久了。我開始學會怕。

一開始，認命。

所謂的緣定今生不一定是一件好事。但它是最踏實的一道路。但也許，不能太順，也不能太信。若我早知如此，應不應該戳破這謊言？就算能稱得上個百分百順、完美的角色，是最好的嗎？

夠了。我不笨，只是太縱容你了。若我演的這個完美人物令你我都傷痛累累，那麼罷了，我是不是應該把這些痛楚都說出來，讓你聽的懂、聽得明白嗎？而你，會不會因爲我之前的順從而覺得這份怨是我無理取鬧？我才不管，我受夠了。我不覺得應該爲一個不值得的人委屈自己。

所以我寧願當一個不完美的角色，配着你不完美的個性與習慣。希望這樣能控制你一直想改而不改的壞習慣。誰敢破壞，我便會視他爲殺父仇人。

真的在乎的話，麻煩你拿出一點誠意來。

I am not happy.

Posted at 3:07 PM




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